29 October 2009

Show down - behind the scene

Despite the anger, the cussings, I am actually a bundle of nerves, half scared to death on what's going to happen after the 4 sets of toes talk to the single set of toes.

Sigh.

But it has to be done.

And it's peculiar how I start to bawl my eyes out only to 2 people, as if on cue, everytime.

Each time after I have been through a humilating 2 hour session on how lousy I am, my otherwise calm exterior crumbles into a heap upon talking to them.

Sigh.

I am just thankful for the people that I have around me.

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